Spilled water to Asus

So damn careless, first time committed to this thing, Asus breakdown when almost graduate, can't it just bear me few more months? I hope really fine with the Asus. Yesterday I brought the lappie for repair to One TJ before we went to dinner at Gourmet Sausage. The Asus repair center man was generous that he brought me to a cheaper shop ask for specs. For real original spec it cost me 400 for LCD, 650 for motherboard, just hope the other shop offered cheaper of these to me. Seriously, I'm now financially ill, and the money just not enough for my internship. Psk~ Thought of using the money to cover, perhaps sustain months for internship, or use for a trip. Things wouldn't come smooth, this is reality. This is a time where I think seriously and hopelessly for financial setbacks.

I'm grown up, as my problem had shifted to adult money mindset. Haha, joking myself out of desperation. I chanted for an hour since I came home last night and chant for the money for repair to be less and more for me to contribute in values-creating things.
Things are so weird and unlucky yesterday. My starbuck tumbler was not tight and water spilled out, though immediate action was taken to remove the lappie and books out, however, I was not paranoid enough, leaving the lappie wet covered. The other thing was the broken of my luggage suitcase. I realized and so shocked about it. What now? I need buy another suitcase? not a chance. Then chia also told me likewise to hers, but hers is smaller than mine. When it broken, I have no idea. When money flies, it flies continually. Later, at gourmet, I used 20 for dinner, I was not intended to order side dish, but mary asked, and I just agreed, cost me another 7 which account for 20 instead of 13. Sad~~ Then we went coffee clinic, Oh my god, the coffee was so nice aroma, I almost succumb and buy cakes or coffee, but no money, restricted!

Today, I am following mary to the amway conference on financial and investment plan. I am not rejecting and not able to this time as she helped me yesterday and I had agreed to attend last time. So hopefully,  I cant learn and enjoy today, with minimum expenses on the supper. My housemates are going to sharing planet today, and I am able to skip that, which means less money spent for chicken steak and might use in mee.

This thing seems trivial, but is bothering me everyday as I need to think how to reject, to accept, to enjoy with MINIMUM EXPENSES, not that I am ill intention to reject, just the purse not appealing. Haha=)