Missing it badly

This is a place for me to splash the shits and bad feelings out. I had been busy with project which had drove me crazy for few successive sleepless night, I guess I'm metabolically an old lady now >< for these few days, starting from last week, we were busy preparing presentation in front of lab seniors and with dr Edmund. That week since we were working on the calculation, slides, compiling the gel pictures and many grammar checking. It was a tense but not so tense as compared to gel days, now this week is the final report submission  period where most of my time also been allocated to do the project, check and edit. That itself is an never ending story, you were doing when people are not and still doing when everybody does, so interesting.

Felt grateful to this period. That was the most challenging period in my uni life, consider second hard time after primary school period where academic things, lecturers and seniors are the factors
 that determine my happiness. Felt blessed instead of ego, felt fulfilled insted of suffered, felt challengable instead of being threaten or teased. They are good. At least they are not pointing ur back, they made us push through the harsh time troubleshooting problems and make us be ready to speak, present and think.

I'm thinking maybe this is the jodoh meeting these great people and make me learn more. If I ain't choose this title this supervisor and this lab, my life would be easier but then I will regret of not being participate in this such inducive environment that trigger critical thinking and not being able to enjoy the status of being with a good prominent supervisor. They are outstanding although they imposed a strict image and aura to us, but at the end of suffering for two sem, I would rather conclude it a grateful encounter rather than a disaster meeting them.

And many thanks to Mary whom had bear with me as especially during my emo-time where I kept quiet and might be impatient sometimes. Jialee also a nice and patient person as she always be approachable and reachable, while I was hiding at my work and pay reply them after I have done with it. Priya has lots of courteous word where the way she speaks was so nice, so helpful and intelligent. Her smile melts a man heart!

Thanks dr e whom is like a grandfather where he showed patience and suggest solution to us when we bother him. He is definitely likes to share and righteous humble and generous! His lab members no comment, Kherlee is good, helpful outgoing open minded and had efforts to train us to speak good do good, Stella is great person in writing, speaking and do research. Everybody does good, even people from other lab, thanks to them (thean sin, Leong, abang GE, and a white tall guy from MB).