Rush hour

What is wrong with my result? Again, been bothered by FYP matters. These bands are moody, they are boss-y too. Occasionally they will show up and make you happy and sometimes they just hide from you drive you crazy. For those few months, started from February, we had been doing the PCR, checking bands, and now are going to purify my products. *Oops, seems like to report my scientific work here* The point is I never, neither do we, have a day which is lab-free (Except for weekends), are busy moving around the lab,rush up and down for pcr machine, autoclave machine. We are more closely now, far more than with the original gang. Now people are grouped according to lab, 4 of us are lab flowers, whom can't be split and must be around for lunch, work and outing.

As time goes by, I felt deeply interested in my lab work, although it has been reduced on workload for pcr and no more for rt reaction, yet I still have the slightest hope towards my project. Am I too naive? I couldn't think so far, what I had now might not be sufficient and persuasive for presentation, that's why I need to work more, work smart. I have been prayed 15 minutes for day and 1 hour for night to wish that I could have the most important thing, wisdom to solve my problems, and be intelligent and rational on the analysis. Could I get results, then I can help others as well. The flame for helping others had never been put off in my heart.

Just now one thinking crossed my mind suddenly. When I was in secondary school, I thought going to University is an enjoyable thing, only the passes to get into uni, the "Form 6" is hardest of all, after that would be honey moon years for us. Who ever thought that FYP is so damn difficult, even you have tried harder, got most of parameters right,yet we still gain nothing. FYP also brought us harsh time to come out with proposals. The worst thing is you need to work in a mini-society environment, whereby undergraduates are not welcomed and we have been labelled as people whom spoil things. So, we often have lots of issues with the masters. They kept reagents that don't allow us to take, kept control on the machine usage and ddidn't even prompted us on proper procedure, those path that we had taken was discovered by ourselves, in return with tears and failure.

Our lab is kind of more strict, more tension, and more high standard lab. The facilities are first class, we have our gloves and masks with lots of provision, which I heard other lab are recycling them, the masters are first class as they speak english well, and did excellently for research. Only thing that comes second class is the undergraduates those FYPs whom still have long way to go for FYP, failed all the time, being scolded and bullied by bands. Oh my god, damn the bands, dare to bully us. Okay, lets challenge back them, they would eventually show up! =) Eveyday is so meanignful and rushy, may four of us be together, persist towards the end~!