Soul

Anything could happen , listening this song in this moment just shower me the relaxation that I am fully indulge into, after long day of tired lab work. Today loss energetic, because I was not performing well in pipetting, the buffer sticks, not doing well in communicating, dragging time, overlapped time of PCR, and the primers problem. Adding up together of those problems, cumulative guilty and doubtful feelings had ruined my feelings. However this was not too bad, there is still moment I enjoy at the very last moment of my lab day, was realizing Mary's pipette made an error, then only I mixed things less. Finally cause of problems shown and put away clouds of doubt=)

Plane Boeing is now missing, unclear destiny. Recently just too many bad things happen that crush our mood even worse. For me little girl in little world, this lab work is just a pea-sy thing that is extremely small case compared to the politics, the plane and so on. Don't blame don't distress, there are lots of things to bother in outside world, such as kosen-rufu, the endeavor of fighting peace. That's why it's always a remind for me to look up to great people. Nelson Mandela said hope is powerful weapon even when there is nothing left, this is true. A girl shared in UN MEET that a pencil, a book, a child and a teacher could change the world. 

Recall back the purpose of education the purpose of going university, aren't those a pathway to gain happiness and strive for others? Why such mindset and spirit has gone away that doesn't cheer me anymore because of the continuous crush from FYP, shouldn't be!! Stand up hope is the one, grab and pass to others. Creating values is the fundamental goal in life, body is just a cover for soul what really enchanted a person is the soul, we talk we exchange soul, we cry we comfort soul, so where is my soulmate?