Puzzles of sweet memories

Has missed it for few days, but these few days weren't bored days, there were lots had happened that cause me into troubles, and the otherwise brought sweet memories to me!

First, is lab thing. Ever since we had been revealed on the blackmailing case by PE, and the DNA Pol cases, the seniors and we seem to stay in un-welcomed situation. I felt it especially strong in me, maybe the rest of them didn't really get it, as I was the one with heaviest sin, was the one on chopping board for this incident. Especially I felt terrible with ST, cause I'm not sure how to confront with her, how to communicate with her, and might have little difficulties dealing with other seniors.  I still owe her a thing, which I felt so lazy to return her, but no ways I still have to prepare for her I suppose, if not I might get into troubles as later she claimed back from me. It is like a mini-society there, I wonder, would that happen in my internship or working place later? I hope not. When I see the other labs' seniors and juniors, in harmonious relationship, I was admiring them tremendously. Certainly this lab is best if they can communicate with us smoothly and under proper tender loving care guidances. Now I have no energies to deal with labs' politics plus I need to troubleshoot my FYP which had lots of obstacles to push through, adding that the lab mates are also not in consistent mood and emotion sometimes.

Sometimes, in some occasion, somebody was bored, was silent, was out of mind, was desperate, was too bothered, each of us had been trapped in sorrow once, not only once, and might be thousands in coming times. But this title is indeed fun, if I were given a choice again, I would choose this title, but I would like to access by other masters not them~! They are simply strict, high standard and talented, which I just not compatible to this lab. I was so stress everyday and was not able to go bed properly. Almost each and every time, I dragged myself to bed, and was called up by my friends drooling with saliva with sleepy face that had almost sat still in table for at least half an hour. This lab thing even makes my period stunted for few months.

Now, we have less time staying in lab cause we are waiting the boss "clones"- the most precious and cutiest creatures to grow, no staying over for PCR, as we had been officially banned.

The nice moments now, was the Choon Heong's birthday celebration. That was a nice moment for that gathering. I dressed like a flower, a retro one, and was so content that day. There had been a long time I didn't drunk myself (just a little), and played crazily on the football game, with lots of pictures and nice foods, cakes and treats (the car-treat). That day, I ordered a cocktail, grapes plus orange plus vodka, named something sunrise, was nice, shared with Chia, later Mary gave me a Heneiken and I drank 3 oses of it. That night itself, I was crazily playing and got most times, winning the football games, later joined in Micheal Fatso and Samuel. They noticed me a little wild and so did Mary. She told me the next morning in the lab, so funny! Then on the way back, I spoke loudly, kept laughing, and made noises. Kaith and my friends suspected I was drunk, but frankly speaking, I did not feel that way. The night was fun, relax, and I slept sweetly with a heavy head.

The next morning, I woke up late, at 730am, I was shocked and jumped and yelled like hell, then steadily rush to the lab. Mary and I did felt sleepy and tired. Kaith bought me two bottles of coffee with Mocha, so sweet of him, I liked him that moment. It's so sweet to have someone buy things for you, perhaps this is the first time I received girft breakfast form him. I will never forget this. I really blessed to have so many good friends accompany me at moments, and appreciate it, especially in this cool, harsh FYP period.

As to conclude everything, I felt blessed that having friends around me, seriously, I need warm, I need hope now, eager to jump out of this suffocated deep holes. Soon, the time will reach soon=).